I feel great lonliness that my heart seems to burst. My faith is still strong but my tears are flowing. Where can I find a place where I can scream all the pains away. My heart just wants to say 'STOP', but what can I do. I can only plead to God to stop these pains.
Yesterday, one of my lovely puppies died. He is a strong 5 month old champ who managed to fight for its life for 3 days. As if a wind of death came, he vomitted its last breath. It tore my heart open. I gave what I can but he was taken away. That afternoon my other baby dog got sick until this day. I failed a three unit subject today, and one incomplete. I got an incomplete score because my teacher is so lazy to check our memorandums. I failed the subject because I am always unlucky. I have to chase my teacher tomorrow to settle the INC, but I cant. I have to go to the vet for my Pochi. It hurts to much.
I do not care about my grades, I just want all my puppies to be healthy and to live long. I wish I could scream but I cant. My family wouldnt want that. I do not want them to see me break down.
In my silent room, I will bear the pain. And pray to God, to not let any more of my babies part from me.
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Tuesday, May 8, 2012
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